Monday, October 12, 2009

Never has this happened to me before.........I see a NEWBORN baby and I get all gooey inside. I stare longer than usual and think about how much I miss that stage.......the teeny tiny features, fingers and toes, and the sounds that only a fresh, new baby makes. Never ever before. I've had two dreams since this weird phenomenon started about me being pregnant, birthing, and tending to a baby. I've been enjoying my three boys......and have I ever mentioned that I love having boys......and I'm really happy with where we are at and enjoying our stage immensely. It's not unusual for me to be happy and refreshed when I wake up, to look around me and easily feel light and grateful for the skies, the beauty around me, and have the energy to do stuff. I know with pregnancy and having a newborn, those feelings will be harder to come by (for me). But worth it. As for now, I believe I'm not done having kids and I can only smile.

3 comments:

  1. No comments yet? We took the plunge, now it's your turn! We find out tomorrow...

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  2. Oh wow, a comment! ;0). I know, how exciting for you. Either way (boy or girl), it's all so exciting. I'll be anticipating the news. As far number four, I'm in no hurry!

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  3. i hope you do have another baby. your kids are so cute so you should just attempt to populate the whole world with them. :)

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